I'm just so inspired to write...something I haven't been for months!
I don't even have anything to write about, except for the fact that I've determined the cause of my fascination with owls. I think it's because I am, without a bit of a doubt, a night person.
I don't even get how that works...how is it that I have all this random pent up energy from the day to use all night long? That doesn't even make sense to me. But in any case..I did clean my room! Oh boy did it ever need to be done! And there's still so much more I could do, but I keep remembering that I work at 7:30am tomorrow. (Ugh, not a morning person even when I try.) although I desperately waaant to do it now..I think I'll tuck myself into bed and attempt to sleep.
Here's the thing though..I've always wanted to be one of those girls who has a cute, uncluttered, personally designed room that is something they take pride in cleaning making their own, but I've never ever managed to keep my room clean for longer than a week no matter how hard I try.
This is the most boring topic ever, but I've just come to understand that in my life, if my room is messy, the entire production and productivity of my life just stops.
When my room gets messy, my life gets messy....
(Realization #2, after the owl thing: I am a weirdo)
I just want to stop being embarrassed when my friends come over and a) I either have the messiest room of life or b) do a quick tidy where nothing even looks clean at all anyways.
I'm super the same way with the family van that I drive.....so messy!
Conclusion #3 WHY IN THE WORLD AM I SO MESSY and how do I make myself take pride in my own things.
Don't get me wrong, I'm am excessively grateful for everything that I have, but I just don't even know..maybe this is something ill grow out of?
Most pointless post ever? Maybe, but I think I feel better anyways and if I haven't worked myself up t of much, I think I might actually be tired now. Goodnight.
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