I'm at Family Life...I just brushed my teeth with beer instead of water cause I didn't have any. What?

Create In Me A Clean Heart

I've noticed. 

I've noticed how long this has gone on for and how my heart lingers on you, still with absolutely no certainty. 

Who are you really? Because I think I'm in love with the idea of who I think you are..or who you could become. 

I'm a contradiction of my standards and come dangerously close to throwing them all away for you. 

I know that wouldn't cause satisfaction, ultimately. 

But really, what do I know. 

What do I know of navigating beyond my safe shores into the depths of feelings, and emotions, and God's will, and truth, and loneliness, and stubbornness, and spontaneity? 

I know nothing except that this is something...

....unless I go on pretending it's nothing.