Wednesday, January 25, 2012

He's Not Finished With Me Yet. . .

It is only because of the vigorous bridge built between the mind and the heart that we can be able to conceive that we are of inestimable worth. Even then, that worth can be forgotten in a blink.
What is your story? What is mine?
I used to think that I never even had a story. Of course I had moments of immense conversion, but none even remotely close to that of St. Paul's or many other fascinating and captivating stories I have been privileged to hear and sometimes even witness.
Let me tell you about fear. I know that in my life, fear has both made me afraid of what others might think, and it has left me absolutely empty and desperate with the need for a relationship with God.
It has become all the more apparent that while I've always had faith to guide my steps, my story is barely just beginning.
The struggles in my life, although small in comparison to some, are of incredible value when offered for the conversion of hearts.
When concerning the plans you make for your life, God sees them as good, but He says, "you are meant to do better."
So no, I can't tell you a specific starting place in my relationship with Christ, but I can tell you that I have come to approach every day in the same way - empty and desperate to be filled with God's love that I continuously long to share.

Sunday, January 8, 2012

God, give me the willingness to want and desire to do Your will.

This is my humble prayer..it's all I have.