I Hope You Never Lose Your Sense of Wonder.

There's so many things I seriously cannot wait for!

But I hate always waiting. Then that super exciting thing comes and passes and I find something else, yet again, to begin waiting for. How in the world does one find the balance between planning for the upcoming, but not waiting so much for it that you forget how to fully experience the present?

Dwell.

This girl I respect told me one time that I shouldn't think through scenarios that would probably never happen because it can just be damaging to you because real life never goes according to the way we'd like to have it planned. That was a few years ago, I don't remember exactly, but ever since then I have trained myself to not dream up impossible situations I'd spend forever wishing were possible. It was probably hard at first, but now it's easy. But, almost too easy. I can't help but wonder if there is a point to which it becomes a little unhealthy. To push and shove your natural thought process out of the way. You'd think it would free your mind, and in a lot of ways, I actually think it has. I definitely don't regret my decision to guard my heart by guarding my thoughts, but I just wonder if there is a point where discipline can become extremist.
Maybe, maybe not. This is such a random little thing, but all is fair in love and balance ;)