w e a l l b l e e d r e d .

Sometimes...what I tell other people is more to convince myself.

"You're worth the world."

"You'll get through it."

And I'm a selfish person, it seems. Hard times have altered nothing in my past that would effect my future.

Clearly it's a terrifying understanding.. To know that what affects my future is more likely my now.

How is it that I could be so confident in my future when it is the present that is crumbling before me?

How is it that other peoples life-changing mistakes are but a fraction to mine, of which some would call, petty?

But they eat at my very soul.

I'm controlled.

Then, discipline is the answer.

I have the right to believe in my dreams.

I have the ability to over come.

One

Action

At

A

Time.

Truly, an intention without action should not have been a thought in the first place.

"Will you deny me?"

I can't Lord, by my choice to love.