Why do I feel awkward and out of place?
Umm..that state of mind I find myself in randomly that is the state of just simply being and not actually living. WHY? That state of considerable exhaustion and faked sickness.
It's also a sort of embarrassment because I'm incapable at keeping my mouth shut, but mostly, because I'm now afraid of what people think of me. Wow..such an amateur mistake. Now when it comes to clothes or how I look, the possible judgement of others rarely ever crosses my mind at all. However, when it comes to words..or anything that provides a speck of my own vulnerability. . .I could just die in a dark hole. Embarrassment. Awkwardness. Apathetic.
It's truly sad. I don't know, maybe those words were divinely inspired. We'll see.
It's such a funny thing, how nothings funny when it's you.
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